Monday, February 26, 2018

Poem - Four Corners

Four Corners

On a winter
evening
I wish

for the morning
that the sunrise reddened the sky

for that day
we sped up the pass
the top down
the cold air blowing
the turquoise sky shining us, on

for the rutted road to the spring
to know that it flows
in a red desert
the water
edged green

for the autumn evening
Zuni
the Kachina celebration
the smell of mesquite in the air

for the cold night
the Navajo rodeo
warming by the open fire
eating hot fried bread 
pinto beans and cheese

I saw the moon on the plateau
knew the fabric 
spun wool
died and colored
woven

Practice Teachers




The adjective seems odd, “Practice.”  I have always referred to that spring, as the time I “student” taught, and thought of myself as a student teacher.  Going through the Toyei yearbook, I found that the school administration referred to us as "practice teachers."  

During our senior fall semester the five of us had met several times in a seminar course for students hoping to teach on the Navajo Indian Reservation. When we arrived at the Toyei Bureau of Indian Affairs Elementary Boarding School, we were not complete strangers. We casually or slightly knew each other from the evening seminars.  We were a mix; Faye and Jackie were elementary education majors; Linda  was a special education major; and then Tom and I were both English majors.  He and I knew the job market for an English major was not robust.

After Christmas, between semesters my brother, his girl-friend, and I drove from Chicago to California and did the tourist thing.  From Los Angeles we took the beautiful coastal Highway 1, to San Francisco.  In Chinatown I saw a table, a ceramic elephant that I thought was artistic and cool.  As it was my birthday, my brother surprised me with it, hauling it back to Chicago, and keeping it for several years until my nomad period ended.  I have it today, and it is one of my favorite possessions.



Early January, and I am in San Francisco enjoying myself, but needing to get to Toyei.  Faye and I had arranged that I would meet her in San Diego, and we would drive to Toyei.  This all came together in a rather orderly plan.  I toured California with my brother, flew from San Francisco to San Diego, met Faye, and we drove to Toyei.  It actually worked.  Faye and I did the drive across southern California and Arizona in one day.  We arrived at Toyei late in the evening. 

When we drove over the ridge and saw Toyei in the moonlight out before us, I felt that I was coming in for a landing at a space colony on the moon.  As the the spring term unfolded, it was much like being dropped on the moon.  

Toyei was was located in a remote area on the borders of the Navajo and Hopi Indiana Reservations, not far from a small trading post named Steam Boat Rock.  It was an isolate Bureau of Indian Affairs community, a boarding school for Navajo children.  There were a few Hopi as we were close to both reservations’ borders.  Most of the teaching staff where non-Indians.  Whether caucasian, African American, Asian, or Hispanic, we were Anglos.  It wasn’t derogatory. It was an easy way to refer to non-Navajo or non-Hopi.  You fell into one of the three categories. 

The first morning as I walked to my classroom, I was impressed with the modern American suburban-looking facility.  I anticipated “The Beave” to come up to me and say, “Good morning, sIr.”  I entered Janice Klien’s sixth grade, Language Arts classroom.

It was exactly as expected with neat poster boards and each student having an apple for stars or black dots.  The teacher’s desk was at the front looking at straight rows of student desks.  Everything was tidy and clean and organized.  Janice was a disciplined teacher with a warm smile.  The only hint of the Southwest was the classroom pet, a horny-toad, and when I looked out the window, there was the Northern Arizona desert!

Janice and I had our disagreements that spring, but she was a good teacher.  I was 22, and I thought she was “OLD.”  She was probably 28, or maybe 30.  She let me try my “experiments,” but was always ready with a backup plan should I fail.  Being a student teacher, I had a good mentor as she encouraged me to “practice.”  

One week Janice was sick with the flu and she worried. Each afternoon I went to her BIA bungalow, and we discussed what needed to be accomplished the next day.  I felt like a teacher, but she was one.  I sometimes regret that I did not get infected by her natural teaching bug.  Education is a great and rewarding career for those who are infected.  But then, I had another rewarding career.

That turquoise spring, I learned that Northern Arizona truly has winters!  It snowed a lot, but it was also glorious when the sun came out and the snow melted.  The five of us lived together, ate together, shopped at the Window Rock grocery store together (one way, 60 miles), and travelled as far as we could drive Faye’s car for an evening or a weekend.  We went to cowboy bars and learned to do the two step to Southwestern tunes.    

After graduation, the five of us went our separate directions. Tom and I both took teaching jobs in Tuba City, Arizona, and later we both lived in Flagstaff.  I saw him from time to time. Linda took a job on the Zuni Reservation in New Mexico.  We visited several times back and forth.  For a short period I substitute taught in her school on the Zuni Reservation. I never heard from Faye or Jackie after Toyei.  Eventually, all the connections were lost. Life presented each of us with our divergent paths.

Saturday, February 24, 2018

Tightrope (Matt Alber feat. The Cello Street Quartet)





"No strings attached" -  a favorite of mine - cello.

[Breaking News]Thatcher and the queen square off in ‘Handbagged’





What a fun play and interesting if you like politics.  I went to Washington DC with a friend last night, and enjoyed the witty dialogue and imaginative, creative staging of "Handbagged."  Don't miss if you are near DC, and see it if comes to your town.

Thursday, February 22, 2018

My Perfect Day


My
My


















My good friend, Henri, gave me this book for Christmas.  It was a fantastic book!

After spending a day at the Spanish Riding School when I visited Vienna, the story was made even more powerful.  What the people of Europe suffered, and did to survive, and what the USA Greatest Generation did, never ceases to amaze me.  I recommend this book.  You don't have to have visited the Spanish Riding School to find the story well written, entertaining, suspenseful, and educational.


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My photos


 The courtyard of the Spanish Riding School







 The gift shop, but I could not afford one of these



 Each horse's name is a combination of its sire and dam.
Each stallion has its own dress saddle and bridle 
and exercise saddle and bridle.


 The tack room



 Riders do not groom or saddle their horses. That is done by grooms.
 Each rider may have two to four horses that 
he or she rides, and rides only those horses.
The rider and horse form a lifetime partnership.
 We were prohibited from photographing the horses in their stalls,
 but it was ok to photograph the "barn" cat.  Several live there helping 
maintain sanitary conditions.


I watched the morning exercises here,
but could not photograph or video the horses.
Anyone in their early twenties can become a rider.
One does not have to have riding skills.  The qualifications are:
Speak German, have an affinity with horses, and have the patience 
to learn and work hard. You will be grooming and
mucking stalls at the beginning.

Prefab Sprout - Desire As (Acoustic)

Isn't the line, "I've got six things on my mind you're no longer one of them" wonderful?





Desire As

Desire As
I've got six things on my mind you're no longer one of them
I've got six things on my mind you're no longer one of them
I've got six things on my mind you're no longer one of them
(Desire as a sylph figured creature who changes her mind)
I've got six things on my mind you're no longer one of them
(Desire as a sylph figured creature who changes her mind)
They were the best times,
the harvest years with jam to lace the bread
So goodness, goodness knows why I'd throw it to the birds
But there it is, and there we are
And all I ever want to be is far from the eyes that ask me
In whose bed you're gonna be and is it true you only see
Desire as a sylph figured creature who changes her mind?
Desire as a sylph figured creature who changes her mind?
It's perfect as it stands, so why then crush it in your perfect hands?
(Desire as a sylph figured creature who changes her mind)
I've got six things on my mind you're no longer one of them
I've got six things on my mind you're no longer one of them
So tell me, you must have thought it all out in advance
Or goodness, goodness knows why you'd throw it to the birds
You mock the good things, you play the heart strings,
Play them one by one.
But there it is, and there we are
And all I ever want to be is far from the eyes that ask me
In whose bed you gonna be and is it true you only see
Desire as a sylph figured creature who changes her mind?
It's perfect as it stands, so why then crush it in your perfect hands?
Desire as a sylph figured creature who changes her mind
In whose bed you gonna be and is it true you only see
Desire as a sylph figured creature who changes her mind?
I've got six things on my mind you're no longer one of them
I've got six things on my mind you're no longer one of them
It's perfect as it stands so why then crush it in your perfect hands?
Desire as a sylph figured creature who changes her mind
Desire as a sylph figured creature who changes her mind
I've got six things on my mind you're no longer one of them
It's perfect as it stands so why then crush it in your perfect hands?
I've got six things on my mind you're no longer one of them
I've got six things on my mind you're no longer one of them
(Desire as a sylph figured creature who changes her mind)

Wednesday, February 21, 2018

A Beautiful Day Hiking
Catoctin National Park
February 21, 2018

When Beau and I left around 10:30 heading to the mountains, the temperature was 71 degrees.  At the head of the trail it was 73.  We hiked the orange trail to Hog Rock, 4.6 miles round trip with a climb of 700 feet.  As we drove home the temperature on the car's dashboard stated it was 83 degrees.  With the gentle breeze and Beau getting to relax in the stream (I was tempted to strip and join him as there were only a couple of hikers encountered, but what might the rangers say when the report to them was that some crazy, old, naked man is in the woods?), the heat in the end did not matter.  We were blessed with a gorgeous day.









The view from Hog Rock



Making charcoal 

While the earth is darker
I could not see that it is as dark as charcoal

DAYS


the days
they are lengthening
the sun lingers
the setting reddens
and my soul longs
for the days

I once had
love 
during the days
they passed
and that time
ended

the emptiness 
of
the loneliness 
but now
ascending
I hope for
the days

with clouds
breaking
we will meet
and 
the sun
will rise on
the days
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Last evening I sat in a cafe waiting for a friend. Looking out the window, listening to Patrick Wolf sing his beautiful song, "The Days," I noticed that the sun had not set and realized springtime was near.  Thank you Patrick, your song is beautiful, and it inspired me to capture my coming spring with the poem above.  It is not as original as yours, but it hopefully complements yours, but with a twist of not passing but coming.


Monday, February 19, 2018

POEM - The New Boyfriend


The New Boyfriend


I’m happy for you
So, he’s the one?
Ok, maybe

I hope he is
you need to be free

I’m still worried
about the carping
yes, I left the tooth paste cap
off

It’s lonely,
just the evenings

At bed time
between the sheets
I fall asleep
but never get warm

You walk and talk
the sex?

It matters
passion
knowing
that we
matter to 
each other

It defined us  

Just don’t let me go too quickly
gently leave me

Mark Wilkinson - Everything To Me



Another of his bests.

Mark Wilkinson - When I'm Not Around



Mark Wilkinson is touring the USA this week.  Check his webpage markwilkinsonmusic.com for the tour dates and locations.  He is one of the best poet, singer, songwriters playing and performing. He has a new CD out, "Wasted Hours."

Enjoy this video.  This is one of my favorite of his songs.

POEM - Chaos

















Chaos


You’re not here
Your departure final and complete

The photograph is all that you could give me
all that is left

We took your new camera
and a stranger shot our pose together

The smile
The tenderness
It was love
so I thought
and planned

The photo cheats
harmony
Each departure was sweet
no argument
no anger
just my heart and mind
in chaos

Each time together
ending on a lonely dark country road 
with the headlights
providing just a glimpse
to the future



Sunday, February 18, 2018

Patrick Wolf - The Days





The Days
The days, passing days
I see the steeple and trace to the spire
And the sunset
Deepening red
Phoenix and the firefly
And the time stops
Rush hour traffic slows
And my heart starts beating this dark
Through old flesh and cold bones
And I long to be carried on
Just once to be lifted strong
Out of the loneliness and the emptiness
Of the days
Days, passing days
The days I remember
I had your love once
Seized my body whole
And our first dance
Well, I thought by chance
God had matched my soul
But time bought its traveling
This distance and solitude
And in that traveling, myself damaging
I took my love far, far from you
But don't you still long to be carried on?
Once more I could lift you strong
Out of the loneliness and the emptiness
Of the days
Passing days
Passing days
Days
Now tell me
Have we gone too far or did we get too close?
Forgive me, Father, I've no son, here come, ghost
I promise I'll meet you
I'll meet you at the end of the days
The days, passing days


Won't you meet me at the end of the days?


Foul Play

Quietly they perched in their yard
Enjoying the flowers
as the large two legged beasts
hurried about

White as snow
they watched
at breakfast
at lunch
and at dinner
not needing a grain
to keep their vigor

They heard the buzz
of visiting children chattering
eager and at play
but from them
not a peep

With a clap like thunder
they flew from their nest
they attempted
a floor landing
but as eggs
went shattering 

The calamity of this catastrophe
was eased 
as the birds did not die that day


They flew on as a fond memory